hey all you folkz!!
Today...NO WORK!!!!!!!!! N Maybe going to the Denver parade later this evening with jessafo ? who knowz? lol
Yesterday I went to Mcdonalds with..my best guy friend Brandon...Then went to visit bobby n jen n got to see tanisha aww def fun! Tomorrow prob going to Denver parade!! Then the rest week who knows...So if u want to chill CALL ME I will be missing cameron tho since...he wil be at the moutains sheesh lol
SO for all you people who have been asking me who is this *BOY* that I talk about...Well its Cameron. Weaver .(whitest kid alive) not really lol....phew its out in the open now lol...Hes def the sweetest thing alive!!
today i was thinking wow its so weird to think i will be 18 in like what 3 months ..n how far i have come in life def happy about that!
~I think that every girl shoudl be satisified with herself before she starts to *go out* or *date* someone...Because..WE should not depend on a guy to make us happy..honestly...You need to be happy with urself because if not...in the relationship ur gonan feel insecure...but if u learn to love urself before you get a guy then u love yourself for you and not cause of a boy* You should never depend on a boy for everything to make you happy you honestly got to be truly happy with yoruself...Of course its not wrong if the guy makes you happy thats truly wonderful but u shoudl also be able to be happy by urself.*

TO my best guy friend..."I wish I could make him realize that he's worthy of being loved. That he could be someone's world. That somebody thinks of him every single night before she goes to bed and every single morning when she wakes up. That someone nearly dies with yearning when thinking of his arms around her. That there's someone out there that dreams of someday living with him, marrying him, seeing him every day for the rest of her life, having children with him... That somebody loves him more than anything because HE is fantastic. He is THAT special."
(¨`·.·´¨)i mAy NoT gEt 2 See U As 0fTeN aS i `·.¸(¨`·.·´¨)Like i mAy n0t GeT 2 h0Ld U iN `·.¸.·´mY aRms aLL ThRu thA NiTe*BuT (¨`·.·´¨)deEp DoWn i Kn0 iTs TrU `·.¸(¨`·.·´¨)*No MaTTa WhAt `·.¸.·´*iLL aLwAyZ WaNt U*
I know this might sound silly, or worse, but i liked just being in the car with him. I looked at him and thought, Hey, I'm with this guy and he's very nice. We're out looking for an adventure. I hadn't felt like that in a long time. I missed it.
I want a guy. One that likes sports and that I can go watch play. One that I can cheer for that will look at me up in the stands and give me that, "I love you baby" smile. One that will come and give me a big, sweaty hug after the game just to see me squirm. One that will have pictures of me all over his room and will point his favorite ones out to me every time I walk in. One that will listen to instrumental music with me in my room. One that will lay on my bed with me and ask me to tell him some random story. One that will lay outside with me on a chilly night, all wrapped up in a blanket with me and watch the stars. One that will make his screen name some romantic lyrics that everyone knows are meant for me. One that will send me flowers at times I don't expect at all. One that will call me up just to say "hey" and will sing to me on the phone. One that will listen to me cry and hold me tight when I don't want to let go. One that will get in play fights with me then tell me i am right just to see me smile. One that will watch all the Boy Meets World episodes with me, especially me favorite ones where Cory and Topanga are together. One that won't be weirded out by my family. One that will watch the Notebook and every other chick-flick there is. One that will stop by my house just to give me a kiss. And most of all, one that will love me for me.
 
I love jessafo
Hope you all enjoyed....o by the WAY have a good one everyone!!!
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